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by Jason DeZurik

“And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.”
- Romans 8:28

Back in 2006, due to a change in leadership in the church I was serving in and a change in ministry direction from that leadership, I believed that God was calling me to leave a very successful youth ministry that I and many others had poured our hearts into for many, many years. It was a very difficult decision to make because the previous leadership I served under had supported us (with their actions, words, and even finances) in training and equipping the students in the youth ministry to go out and speak into other youth around the country for the sake of the gospel.

Not only had we already made trips to other states with music and conference events, but we had been training our team of adults and youth for literally years before this new leadership and direction came into this church. I was even told by the new leadership that we don’t need you going all around the country teaching and sinking into other youth. We need you sinking into our youth here. Yes, this was emphasized by the new leadership that our youth at the church were what mattered. It was incredibly mind-blowing to me because this new leadership said they were all about reaching out to the unsaved and the unchurched. What they really meant was that we are all for reaching out to the lost if it is our idea and not yours.

Admittedly, I was seriously devastated! All of that work, time, effort, and spending of money happened for what purpose? God and I had many conversations over that time.

It’s just one reason why I hold to the belief I do regarding Romans 13 and submitting to earthly authorities. Either God establishes the authorities on this earth or He doesn’t. At that time, I had a serious choice to make:
#1. Stay at the church God had called me to, and rebel against this new direction they believed they were called to go in.
#2. Stay and be quiet while being incredibly miserable, being paid a good wage in order to “take care of my family,” and in doing so, not follow God in what He was calling me to do.
#3. Leave and stay the course with what God was calling me and my family to do.

It was a tough decision to make. Many at that time, and with what seemed to be good intentions, tried to counsel and sway me away from leaving to officially start full-time with Worldview Warriors. They tried to sway me into staying in my position by reminding me I had a responsibility to support my wife and to provide for our 6 children. It was so incredibly difficult inside and outside of our home. However, when is it not difficult when God is calling you to something outside of your comfort zone and much bigger than yourself? So, after almost 10 years of ministry in a wonderful youth ministry position, with much prayer, godly counsel, and tears, I chose to follow God’s leading for my family and me, even though I thought Worldview Warriors, with the support of the first pastor I served under, would be a huge part of this congregation and its ministry.

After leaving this youth ministry position, in June of 2007, I made a very pointed decision to strive to get into the world of atheists, agnostics, and non-believers in Jesus Christ to try and understand better what they believed and how they chose to think. During that same time, I went from working in a very wonderful office setting and hanging out with people in person a lot to working out of a dark, dingy basement by myself for a time. Sometime in 2008 to 2009, I was the only founder left in Worldview Warriors. During that time, I learned a lot about how people think and why they believe what they believe. You see, before God put me on this path, I thought the majority of people would see truth and accept truth as truth once they were exposed to the truth of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

Boy, was I wrong! What I have experienced since 2007 has been a whole other experience altogether. I think what has been and is still the most shocking experience on this journey is the fact that many people do not understand the difference between an opinion and the truth. It has been incredibly eye-opening to me because before I was a Christ follower, when I was out searching for the truth, I wanted the truth regardless of where it took me. I didn’t care if what I thought was wrong. I didn’t care if it was uncomfortable, and I certainly didn’t care if I disagreed with it. All I wanted was the TRUTH at all costs.

Today, unfortunately, many people are not really interested in the truth. My experience has been that they want to be right at all costs and want their beliefs, even if they are wrong, to be confirmed as true. Many today desire good gifts and good outcomes even when the truth of God or God’s natural law says otherwise.

This brings me to the title of this blog post and why it is so important. Failing has the potential to be an incredible teacher of how not to do things in order to lead a person to the truth. When a person keeps doing the same thing over and over and not learning from their failures, they are not living up to their incredible potential given to them by God Almighty. When a person is stiff-necked and is unwilling to change their ways to find the truth, that person is just stuck – stuck in misery and stuck in failure. That person can also be stuck in victimhood, instead of victory in Jesus.

Once a person realizes they are stuck in failure and they choose to do something about it, by choosing God’s way over their own, or at the very least trying to do things God’s way, it can be a very freeing day for that person and their life in Christ. Victory in Jesus is right there for the taking if we are willing to grab hold of it and surrender our lives to Jesus Christ.

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